juststart

u know I ve been trying to start working on my dream and make a habit to do everyday at least a limiw amount of work and shittiest thing is the fact that its always temporary like a battery. in the beggining u start of full energy excited and then after well than a week all its gone and that why u should recharge urself everyfucking day. before actually doing the word u need to write down for five fuckin minutes what am I gonna do today and actually plan and dont fucking make this imposible deadlines cuz for a fact all of us are lazy fat asses. and dont make the hardest plans start with smt very small for 10min or so. and fuck why dont I follow my advices its shit how u know what u have to do and yet u are on insta fb twitter doing nothing and saying u will soon start fuck that. if u really want it start now. there is no fucking overnight succes its patience and work. I have this friend who is an athlete and she goes to international competitions. and I remember just 5 year ago she was worse than me but I stoped going but she didnt. everyday she trained for 2/3 hours and thats more than nothing. 2>0 , 3>0 get that shit that every little thing u do will me maybe a cm but closer to ur fucking dream and thats what u live for right thats the reason u r here right? fuck this shit I am going to work now.