ThinkitLater

Holy i didnt know it was that hard to use. i mean idk what i really expected but i really need to get to know all kind of social media. I've been trying not to waste my day in procrastinating and i actually did shit. Like i learnt how to use constructor 2 its like a platform for 2d games and yeah its easier than blogging. XD. Well i did sleep a lot and fooled around, drew, eat, mastur.. but just a lot. 22:22 woow well going to past my whole life. i hope that will make me more motivated to improve everyday and actually write my goal and how i achieved them. yay.

u know I ve been trying to start working on my dream and make a habit to do everyday at least a limiw amount of work and shittiest thing is the fact that its always temporary like a battery. in the beggining u start of full energy excited and then after well than a week all its gone and that why u should recharge urself everyfucking day. before actually doing the word u need to write down for five fuckin minutes what am I gonna do today and actually plan and dont fucking make this imposible deadlines cuz for a fact all of us are lazy fat asses. and dont make the hardest plans start with smt very small for 10min or so. and fuck why dont I follow my advices its shit how u know what u have to do and yet u are on insta fb twitter doing nothing and saying u will soon start fuck that. if u really want it start now. there is no fucking overnight succes its patience and work. I have this friend who is an athlete and she goes to international competitions. and I remember just 5 year ago she was...

why why do u do this to me? u are such an asshole. I always need to xome in order to see you. I know the days and every outside sxhool enent u have. when it start and finishes. and I am always the one to come and surprise and see you. even for just 10 min. because you have to leave. I always walk with you back to ur house and u never did to mine. on sleepovers at yours I was the one to come home alone. but when u came to mine I walked with u to ur house. u never want to give from your time. you are always studing for that and that. for so e fucking dumpass test and for shit rhe teachers wont even ask you becaus eyou already have more grades then anyone else. but u are alwaya busy with that. even when I hace olymiads and tbe last week I had I alwasy spend time with you just to be with yiu but yiu never. you never cared when I walk my dog to come and see me. you never xared where I go to outside achool ro come. I never miss you. u always say how you love me but never axtually show it. I ...

idk if it happens to others but isnt it so shit how when in a relationship u feel as if the other person might be lying to you the whole time and all of this and the feelings are fake just to use you. not only women but men too. like yrah in teenage years yoi pretty much just wanna fuck but when is the point where u want true love and how do u know if iys real and the other person plays with you or you feel as if is just have hard ti e telling you that u break up. I guess smt from this co es a bit of uncertainty and interest otherwise if it was that easy it would have been really boring. and what is really love. just from biological conception its a thing to make you reproduce and fuck so u give ur genes and then help raising the thing so it has higher chances of survival. thats it survival. looking at facts all we do is that. all our emotions are just hormones and some chemistry. nothing spiritual or fairy in it. and all our actions can be explained by logic. there arent any mystical ...

isnt it stupid. how we waste most of our time for things that dont matter. since we are born we are made to do things we hate or and dislike. we are made to wake up early. go to kindergarten, school, work etc. and do shit we dont want. we die everyday for the time we will go home. we die every week for the weekend we die every year for the vacations. at the end we forget to live every moment and are left with regrets for the things that we didnt do. and thats for all well most of us. the ones who are average. who dont have the will to change. that are to lazy to do anything or too afraid of the critics that will follow from the same people who once tried and failed and gave up. they are your family your friends and colleagues. they envy you so they will try and stop you. isnt it so shit that there are some fucking 16 years old who live their life make more than you not just in money but more as in value for society. and you are here sitting and reading this shit and still procrastinati...